well since i' ve been all quiet for a really long time with no chance to upload new photos, thought i' d say hi to y' all. And i uploaded new photos as well such a happy moment for tme right now well see ya peeps hope u' re all ok. LATERZ!

I am now officially a 2nd year med student i thought i was gonna fail but i didn' t well that' s it

Last night a butterfly came in through my window and i was quite scared of it at first well it was flying around my head =_= but then it found itself a place on the curtain which i could see outside through. After that it flew couple more times but landed on the same spot each time. As the night went on i got used to it and took my time to observe the little butterfly. Then i realised how beautiful it was, it had dark orange wings with black dots on it, it was truely beautiful. I didn' t sleep and watched it the entire night and then it hit me that it only has 1 day to live and it is spending it in my room. I felt kinda sad about it for a while. Now the black dots on its wings are a dull whitish colour and it probably died or is about to die. Now i feel sad like someone i knew died, i know it is stupid to feel like that for an insect but i can' t help it.Silly little butterfly spent its whole life on that curtain which i can see outside through.

What i want, what we all want, isn' t it just a peace of mind... to just relax, not worry about a thing, to be able to walk on the streets without being have to carry something on my back, to be able to run in endless fields, to be able to run just after the butterflies or a piece of paper that flies with the warm spring wind, without time chasing me by... how i want that peace of mind... I wonder if i will ever get it!

that' s all--> life is boring for me as usual cos nothing ever happens; go to school-->come back to dorm-->eat-->study-->sleep-->wake up again to do what GO TO SCHOOL! ennoooouuuggghhhhh!ugh